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Slow Fade of Love

Title: Slow fade of love
Pairing: Lea/Dianna
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: In no way am I affiliated with anyone involved in this work of total fiction. Fiction is really the key word here
Summary: Written for a prompt at glee_angst_meme based on Rilo Kiley's A Man, Me, and Jim.


Lea drives a lot these days. Mostly aimlessly, just trying to find her center. It’s been hard since Dianna left, the worst part is Lea couldn’t blame her. She’d been stupid, pushing her away, taking her for granted.

The driving is supposed to clear her head, but really she just thinks about that night. The night Dianna just couldn’t take anymore and told her it was over. She can remember Dianna’s eyes, filled with tears and resignation.

‘You should go.’ Dianna said facing away from her. So Lea left, without protest assuming Dianna would forgive her by the morning. Lea thinks that might have been her biggest mistake, just leaving without putting up a fight. Without proving to Dianna how much she means to her. It was arrogant and stupid. All the things Lea used to be.

Now Dianna won’t talk to her. Not that she ignores her completely. They talk on set, if the cast goes out for dinner she’ll talk to her there. Two days ago Dianna asked her if she could borrow her script. Lea had never been happier than when Dianna forced a small smile at her in thanks. Sure she could tell it was forced, but a smile is a smile. But Dianna wouldn’t talk about them. Lea would try and try but Dianna wouldn’t listen. Lea tried to appeal to Naya, maybe get her to convince Dianna to sit with her. But Naya refused.

‘How can I fix this if she won’t listen?” Lea yelled exasperated, taking her frustration out on Naya. Naya crossed her arms and shook her head.

‘Maybe what you did is unfixable.” She said before walking away.

Today her drive takes her to Dianna’s, she’s actually fallen asleep in the doorway. She wakes up to find Dianna standing over her with her back to her open apartment door and no expression on her face.

“Di.” Lea starts standing up quickly. This wasn’t how she wanted Dianna to find her.

“I know you’ve been here all day. I was inside before you fell asleep. What do you want?” Dianna asked tiredly crossing her arms.

“Dianna, I’m so sorry.” Lea pleaded.

“I was wrong before, I’ll never make that mistake again.” Lea stepped closer to Dianna. “I know that I didn’t show it before.” Lea started leaning her forehead against Dianna’s. “But I’m in love with you. Completely. Please Di.” Lea begged. Dianna took a shaky breath and looked at Lea with tears in her eyes.

“Those are just words.” Dianna said backing away from her in to the apartment. Lea stared back at her realizing she was crying too. “You can sleep on my doorstep all you want Lea. But I won’t let you in again.” Dianna said slowly closing the door on Lea. 

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ashlessica1235
Apr. 19th, 2010 04:05 pm (UTC)
aww youre making me cry! theres going to be more right?
td_lover
Apr. 20th, 2010 12:57 am (UTC)
More, you want more tears? I don't know. We'll see.
ians_grace47
Apr. 19th, 2010 06:59 pm (UTC)
Whyyyyyy God Whhhyyyyy???!!!

This is too much...i should have known better than to read this in my current mood. It was so good in an absolute killer way. Please fix them :(
td_lover
Apr. 20th, 2010 01:01 am (UTC)
I'll tell you why, awesome prompts. Sorry for so much sadness. I don't know about a part two yet we'll have to see.
motylik
Apr. 19th, 2010 08:08 pm (UTC)
You just made me cry. :( Stupid Lea. Dianna should give her another chance.
td_lover
Apr. 20th, 2010 01:03 am (UTC)
Thanks for the read, sorry for the sadness.
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td_lover
Apr. 20th, 2010 01:04 am (UTC)
Awesome prompt, I love Rilo Kiley. I'm glad you liked it.
spashley20
Apr. 20th, 2010 01:09 am (UTC)
wahhhh :(

(great though)
td_lover
Apr. 26th, 2010 03:13 am (UTC)
Thank you for reading.
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